Saturday, February 7, 2009

definations.

flirt(noun/verb):
1.) someone who sits on the laps of their friend boyfriends when their friend is not around while being in public.
2.) someone who touches guys constantly, leading them on, inviting them over, laying on them and holdin their hands while being interested in somone else yet denying it.

backstabber (noun/verb):
1.) someone who poses as your friend, then turns your words around and gets you in trouble with other people.


look. i know from your point of view you did absolutely nothing wrong. that you dont flirt. but if you ask anyone besides yourself....no one can trust you. no one wants to talk to you becasue all of a sudden, you try to control things. like i said b4...ur not the shit. deal. your just like everybody else....
i would also like to know what sorts of stuff you have been noticing. whether about me or anything else bc i have bn tryin really hard to keep my cool and as far as im concerend iv been doing pretty good job. but take a look at yourself from someone like emily's perspective. out of no where you and "him" are close. right AFTER they break up. the fact that you dance around in front of him....what do you honestly think she thinks about you right now? she saw you dancing around in the back of the auditiorium with him watching you. i dont know what you are tryin to pull...but if someone did that to you, i think you would not be able to contain yourself. right now, emily is hurt. and i dont blame her. as you know iv been there...and it really hurts. and having someone unconciously rubbing it in your face doesnt help. as far as im concerned, i m so proud of her...bc if it were me...i would be personally talking to you and saying things on how this is goin and what you are doing. either purposly or not...it hurts. if you were in this position...i honestly dont tihnk that you would be as strong as she is right now. putting on a smile...havin "him" in her homeroom and many classes, having to face him everyday.
now you can say all you want that it hurt when you two ended. but guess what...that was your choice. it didnt HAVE to happen. you flirted with him until the very end, were all over him and then went to someone else. you think it was hard on you when you were hurting the people around you.

have you ever heard the saying, "make new friends but keep the old one is silver but the other gold"? f.y.i....old friends are the gold. and just to let you know.....you dont have many left.

destiny brings people(friends) together....your actions determine whether they stay or leave....
you wonder why things are happening like they are...but rewind and check out your actions. there are the answers.

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