HEY!

hey!
long time no write. ya our internet has been down for a while and actually writing has been hard becasue i have been extremely busy lately. im talkin drama monday- thrusday til 5, traingin twice a week, singing on wednesdays, ccd on monday nights, singing the anthem on fridays and then babysitting like once every other week....plus homework...and everything else. it adds up. but i like being busy. it keeps me....entertained. about two hours ago i got back home from singing the national anthem at the girls varsity basketball...people seemed to like it. i got a ton of compliments...so i think they did.
i just wanna let you know that anne sanders jeon is one of my bestedest friends in the whole wide world ily a lot lol <- see i did it :)
anyways...i just wanna say one thing to someone...and if you are reading this...you know who you are. so here it goes.

you've changed. and im afriad not for the better. the old you was much more kind, respectful, honest, trustworthy...not such a two faced, disrespectful, dishonest and untrustworthy boyfriend stealin flirty yet innocent tramp. ya. so you know im talking about you now? and if you dont...well find a mirror...look in it...and you will see exactly what i m talking about. last summer we had such a good time chilling and such...but then you had to go find something out...which you already knew wasnt true...they were goddamn sunglasses deal with it. i said no. you said yes. the next day i got a ton of ppl calling me talking about what they heard i said. turns out...you used me...(lying) and got me in some trouble with my friends. yes, it was a while ago this happened. but i thought you were my friend. i told you everything. trusted you. and i never ever said that. and you used me to try to find out what was going on. now you know who you are??? yes. i bet you do. keep reading becasue theres more i need to say to you. (btw folks...im writing this in my blog because if i said it to her face there would be yelling involved and i really dont want to cause any of that. but i mean by all means if she wants me to...k i have no problem with that but i just feel at the moment...it's better this way...for now.) anyways....one of my best friends. she and her boyfriend...your ex broke up the other day. she HATES both of you. i dont blame her. look i realize you didnt break up with her for him and i do appreciate that dont get me wrong there. but you know what...it makes me mad that you flirt with him right in front of her. you have seen ppl get hurt in the past...why would you cause that for other people? it makes no sense. and lastly...i told you a secret. something i wanted to keep on the dl. the next day someone came up to me and knew all about it. i asked where she found out. she said...carlie cave. i said o. ok wow. so long story short...i just want to inform you...all of your old friends from last year...liked the old you...the non bitchy you. people cant trust you with things. dont wanna hang around you bc you seem to give off the impresstion that you think ur the shit...your not a frined anymore. just a memory of one.
i didnt write this to make you mad. or tell you off. or piss you off. i could do that in person. im just telling you what is going on, how people r percieving you...and how you've changed...and sadly...not for the better im afraid to say.